Prayer Request

Anonymous, November 20, 2022 - 7:51 am

Hello brothers & sisters in Christ. I am in a position in my life in which I have no autonomy in terms of deciding my future. I feel suffocated by fear and anxiety because someone is orchestrating my future. That person is doing it out of love and not malice but it is causing me tremendous pain and worry. Every day I am filled with regret and I blame myself for not taking the necessary steps to control my own life. I procrastinated and left things for the last minute. In the past few months I tried my best to regain some level of control but it feels like my efforts were too little and too late. I now find myself in a country that I do not want to be in. Being forced to look for work and accommodation. It will likely be a job I do not want to do and I will live in a place that I do not like. I have been tormented by this uncertainty and lack of autonomy for the past 2 months. I have wrestled with feelings of depression, fear, anxiety, inadequacy etc. I just want to be happy but I feel lost and not in control of my life. I am struggling to surrender control to the Lord and have faith that He will solve my problems. I am tried of striving and fighting for control and to try and use my own strength to change my circumstances. Please consider taking some time off your day to pray for me. I thank you in advance.I sincerely wish you well in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour.